Story PT 5

When they arrived at home Andrew was already there. "Oh, sorry. We got stuck in traffic."
"It's ok. I just got here myself." Andrew started to move slowly toward Emmalynn. She backed off real fast. "Emm...I just wanted to hug you. I haven't seen you in a while."
 "I...I am sorry!" With that Emmalynn ran up to the house crying. Andrew brought Rylan in the house and told him to go play while he talked to his mother.  He found Emmalynn in her room. Andrew knocked on the door. "Emm...Can I come in. I want to talk to you."
"Yes," she replied hesitantly. Andrew walked into Emmalynn's room. "Emm...baby please let me be here for you. I want to comfort you."
"Oh! Andrew it's not that I don't want to. I do...I even have dream about..."
"About what?"
"About us being together... I mean..."
"I know... I get it... Believe me it's not easy being around you and not thinking about it. I mean just standing here all I want to do is wrap my arms around you!" Slowly Emmalynn got off the bed and walked toward Andrew. Standing in front of him Andrew reached out and embraced Emmalynn in his arms. "See Emm I told you I won't hurt you."
"Thank you Andrew. I think from now on I will be more open to you and your affections." Andrew smiled and bent down to kiss Emmalynn. At first she shyed away but then she accepted it and couldn't stop. "We'd better stop this before it gets so far and we can't. I still have dinner to cook for you."
"As anxious as I am to eat a home cooked meal I think I could pass it up for this!"
"Andrew Michael...you're bad!" They walked out of the room hand in hand. Andrew kissed Emmalynn on the forehead and went in the living room and played with Rylan. Emmalynn got dinner all finished and they sat and ate. After dinner Andrew helped clean the kitchen. Then it was time for Rylan's bath. Andrew volunteered to do it so Emmalynn let him. She watched just to make sure he knew what he was doing. Finally bath time was over and Andrew put Rylan in bed and read him a story and tucked him in. "Well Andrew...you will make a great father some day."
"I don't want to be a father unless I know that you will be the mother."
"Well only time will tell. We have to take it one day at a time."
"Emm..I told you before if I could i would marry you right now."
"I know you would Andrew and I want to marry you... just give me some time...ok?"
"Ok...you take all the time you need. I will be here when you're ready!" Andrew went and sat down on the sofa with his head in his hands. "Andrew I'm not trying to hurt you. I am just scared."
"Emm I told you I will never hurt you." With that Andrew scooped her up in his arms and carried her to her room and laid her on the bed. He kissed her gently and smoothed her hair back from her face with a light pass of his hand. "Emm," he said as though tasting her name, and then he grinned. "I'm about to make love to you," he announced. "I'm not sure if I can please-" He laid an index finger on her lips. "Everything will be perfect," he said and the promise sent waves of desire rolling through her, heating her blood, making her body restless. "Let me prove it." She swallowed then nodded. Andrew fiddled with the buttons on Emmalynn's shirt. Her breasts strained against the fabric, reaching for him, and he smiled at that, bent his head, and touched the nipple with his tongue leaving a wet spot on the linen. Emmalynn groaned and arched her back. "Oh yes," Andrew whispered. "Yes," then he uncovered her breasts entirely, worked the shirt down over her shoulders. He fell o her hungrily, and she cried out in welcome, both hands cupped behind his head, pressing him close. Andrew took his time attending each breast in its turn, extracting whimpers and pleas from an increasingly frenzied Emmalynn. When he slid one hand down the front of her panties to caress her private place, she nearly went mad with the want of him. He kissed his way down her breastbone and made a circle around he navel with the tip of his tongue. His low groan echoed in her bones, but he didn't increase his pace. Instead he pushed his palm through the damp nest of curls at the juncture of her thighs and began a slow, light rubbing motion. Emmalynn strained against his hand, gasped when she felt his fingers slide inside her. And still it continued; he returned to her mouth, kissed her deeply demanding. She thought her heart would burst, it was racing so fast, and a pressure was building under Andrew's palm that threatened a sweet mayhem. She had never known never guessed. "Oh," she cried as fresh delicious shock rocketed through her veins. "Please-" He continued to kiss her, continued to ply her toward absolute madness. And then the sky split apart, and the Earth trembled, and Emmalynn clung to Andrew with both arms and sobbed while her body convulsed in ecstasy. He brought her down slowly, as slowly as he had raised her to heaven and when she lay still at last, dazed and breathing hard, he kissed and nibbled and teased her back to the same heated state of delicious madness she'd been in before. This time when she begged he parted her legs and mounted her, and just when she thought she might claw his bareback to ribbons in her desperation, he entered her. The thrust was powerful but exquisitely controlled, as were the ones to follow, and Emmalynn rode back up through the clouds, careened past stars and planets, and returned to herself only when a long timeless interval had passed. Andrew and Emmalynn fell asleep in each others arms while the moonlight danced on their naked bodies. 

Story PT 4

"Alright Rylan time for a bath and then bed." It was hard for Emmalynn to keep her mind on what she was doing. All she thought about was how she was going to make a great dinner for Andrew tomorrow. Finally she finished bathing Rylan and put him to bed. After he fell asleep she went about planning and preparing dinner. Then she decided that she would make a spiral ham, smashed potatoes, and green bean casserole. She pulled out the ham to thaw and put the green bean casserole together and put it in the refrigerator until tomorrow. As she was closing the fridge door the phone rang. "Who in the world could it be this late?" she said to herself and she walked over to the phone. "Hello."
"Hey Emm."
"Andrew, why are you calling this late?"
"Because I can't sleep. I can't stop thinking about you. I haven't seen you since the party and that was three weeks ago. I want to see you ."
"Oh Andrew. I want to see you too that's why I invited you for dinner tomorrow."
"I know baby but I am too anxious yo wait that long."
"It will be here before you know it. I would invite you over now but I am scared. I'm not sure I am ready yet."
"Emm, I told you I am going at your pace. I will not do anything you don't want me to. I love you and I would never hurt you."
"Thanks Andrew. I know this is hard on you as well."
"Well I think I will try and get some sleep. Night."
"Night. Be sure to be here tomorrow by six."
"Ok...and Emm... I do love you!"
"I love you too." That night Emmalynn could hardly sleep. She was so scared that dinner wouldn't go well. Soon enough it was morning and Emmalynn had to get Rylan ready for school and she had to get ready for work. Finally they were out the door and off for the day. Emmalynn decided that since she was the owner of the daycare she would take off early just this one day. She wanted to tidy up the house a bit before Andrew got there. To Emmalynn the day was going by so slowly but finally 2:30pm was here and Rylan was out of school. On the way home Emmalynn got a phone call from Andrew. "Hey Emm...I know you told me to be at your house around six but I was wondering if I could come a little earlier?"
"Sure, what time were you thinking?"
"Actually...Now!"
"Well Rylan and I are on the way home now. I wanted to tidy up a bit."
"I don't care how your house looks. I want to spend some time with Rylan. I know it's not easy not to have a father around."
"Ok... sure come on over. But I am going to clean with you there."
"Yes ma'am. I will be there in 20 minutes."

Story PT 3

"Hey Emm! Looks like you're having fun."
"Not really..."
"I was being scarastic."
"Yeah. I kind of figured that."
"Emm will you walk outside with me I need to tell you something." Emmalynn just nodded and stood up when Andrew took her hand. The walk to the front door seemed to take forever. The whole time she was worried about what he was going to tell her. And before she knew it she was standing face to face with the man she secretly loved for so long. "Emmalynn..." What why was he calling her by her full name he has never done that. Even the day they met he called her Emm and she loved it. To her it was a special name that only he used. "You have to understand this is hard for me. I have kept this in for so long and I am finally ready to tell you,"Andrew said.
"Andrew....It's ok whatever it is we can get through it."
"Emm....I love you!" It was silent for quite some time. Then finally Andrew spoke up. "Please say something. It took all my courage to tell you that."
"Andrew I love you too. I have for some time, I was always afraid to tell you though."
"Well that makes me feel a lot better. So, where do we go from here?"
"I guess we could start dating but I want to take it slow."
"Of course Emm... We will go at your pace. But it wont be easy for me."
"Why do you say that?"
"Because if I could I would marry you right now!" Emmalynn laughed at that. Together they went back inside and enjoyed the rest of the party.
Over the next week Andrew and Emmalynn spent a lot of time talking on the phone. Every morning before work Andrew called and made sure she had a good night. Then he would call her at lunch to make sure her day was going good. After work he called and they talked all night. One night Emmalynn gathered up enough courage to invite Andrew to dinner the next evening. He accepted. "What are we having?" Andrew asked.
"You'll have to wait and see."
"Emm... I don't know how much longer I can live like this."
"We will talk about it tomorrow."
"Ok...nite baby," Andrew said
"Nite."

Story PT 2

It was the day before Christmas Eve and Emmalynn was on her way home from work when her phone rang. It was Charles' mother inviting her and Rylan to her annual Christmas party. At first she was hesitant about going but she agreed to it only because they were Rylan's grandparents. Later that night Emmalynn got a call from Andrew. " Hey...I was just calling to see how you were doing without Charles this Christmas." "Well...its a little lonely but Rylan and I are a lot happier now." "That's good. Em You know I am here for you and Rylan if you need me." "Thanks Andrew I appreciate that." "Ok well i will let you go I only wanted to call and check up on you...Bye." " Thanks. Goodnite." And with that Emmalynn hung up the phone.
AS she began to get Rylan ready for bed she started thinking about Andrew. Wondering why he really called her. Then, she thought about his smile, voice, his eyes, and just everything about him. Soon it was midnight and Emmalynn needed to get some sleep. She didnt sleep much though. She tossed and turned all night long thinking about this wonderful person. The next day at the party Emmalynn sat in a chair alone, in a corner while everybody made a fuss over Rylan. Even Charles was acing like he was the best daddy in the world. He hasnt even seen his child since the day she left him. Just as she was starting to think how this party couldnt be over soon enough she heard the sexiest voice in the world. It was Andrew as he walked in he glanced over at her, shook Charles' hand and came and sat down beside her.

A little story i am working on PT 1

It was her first Christmas alone. Emmalynn had just gotten out of a terrible relationship. The only good thing that came out of her three year relationship with Charles was their baby boy Rylan. Emmalynn was living in a two bedroom apartment in a decent part of town. Her house wasn't the best but it worked for her needs. Emmalynn spent most of her time in the daycare she owned and when she wasn't there she was at home taking care of Rylan. She never went out on dates for her there was only one man worth her time and he didn't even know it. His name was Andrew Hamilton. Emmalynn met him when Charles worked with him before he was discharged from the military. Just the sound of his name sent shivers up her spine. From the first day she met Andrew, there was just something about him she couldn't get out of her mind. And she really didn't want to.

A Long Road to No Where

I feel like everything I do is for nothing. I am a SAHM and I love it. I feel like it gives Keegan and me some time to be together and I know everything little thing about him. I am looking for a job. I spend an hour a day on the computer looking and still I am getting no where. So why can't people just leave me alone and let me do what I do best....BE A MOM. I am currently a student and I am going to school in hopes that one day i will own a daycare. That's all I want to do.

Easter Sunday I went to the emergency room with bad pains in m left side. I found out that I was pregnant. I was so happy it was a SHOCK but a great one. Then come to find out I was threatening to miscarry. I did all I could to recover and sit and take it easy but I guess that was not enough. Wednesday night I lost the baby.  I was very devastated. No i didn't know what the baby would have been and I didn't feel the baby kick but it was wonderful to know I was going to have a baby. Now that dream has been squashed for the time being. Through all of this pain and grief I found peace with the Lord. I truly believe that Lord was speaking to me through this tragedy. I was not going to church. I was not praying like I should and I definitely was not reading my Bible. I am the only one who can change this so I am trying my hardest to find a church for Keegan and me.

I think now my husband and I will start trying to get pregnant with another baby. It wont be easy but I really want it.